It’s been a long time since my last post 😀
Hello reader 😀 *just sayin’ hello even if there’s no one who read my blog :p*
What do you do if you fall in love with a very cool guy?
In my case, my friend told me that i must text him first.. i did, but what should i say to open the conversation?? So i just started with asking him if he has our friend J’s phone number, and then he reply but he just send me a number thats all… -____- (my fault)..
A week later i send him a chat again.. but this time he’s so different, he reply my chat with a sticker too 😀 he’s not answering my chat with a short words 😀 of course i was happy that night 😀
He’s even say ‘Good Night’ for me with a Sticker 😀 aihhh >.< ♥♥♥
But… just like that, i was the first who send him a chat… but he never chat me first after that night until now…
I am the one who started it…
So i ask my friend, about he's not chat me first..
My friend tell me.. that's mean we're just in 'Friend zone'…
U know that feel when you know the truth 😥
It so hurt, i don't know what to do anymore… 😦
If i keep send him a chat first, what would he think about me??
I don't want he know that i fall in love with him…
You know?? He always mean to me… when i cut my hair became short, he said that i look like a aunt -_-
When i colouring my nail with black colour he told me that my hands look so dirty, he told me that i must clean them.
When i put on make up in my face when i perform (i'm a hiphop dancer) he told me that i look so stupid -___-
When i ask my friend "is he did that to you too?"
They said "no… he's so kind to me"
What would u think?? Is he has a secret crush with me?? Or it just his behavior??
Ahhhh… i don't know anything about love… 😦
Right now, he is in Jakarta..
Is he move out?? No…
He is a singer, hmmm… not really…
He's been singing with Campus Choir team since long time ago ahaha
Now.. they had their Choir Contest, i wish that they gonna win that Contest 😀 amen… 😀
It's been 3 days since he go to jakarta 😦
yesterday I suddenly felt nervous .. then I open the social networks, I see he changed his profile photo to his face, even with his friends but he never wore a picture of his face as his profile picture … that's so weird… is he know that i miss him?? Because 12 hours after they go to Jakarta, i send him a chat.. we just chat a lil bit… ahaha.. but that's enough for me…
A lil chit chat can make my day easier.. 🙂
But… i must wait until next monday they will be back.. and i can see him again 🙂
I've been fall in love with this guy 🙂 since my first year in college..
He's so different, he was not even on the list of my dream man. But he's already success stole my heart 🙂
Send a lot of Love for him..
Fighting !! I know U can did it 🙂
Jesus always be with u 🙂
Stay Healty okay? Please eat well and take a nap 🙂
So u can gain more strenght to win that Contest 😀