When U Fall in Love

It’s been a long time since my last post 😀

Hello reader 😀 *just sayin’ hello even if there’s no one who read my blog :p*

What do you do if you fall in love with a very cool guy?
In my case, my friend told me that i must text him first.. i did, but what should i say to open the conversation?? So i just started with asking him if he has our friend J’s phone number, and then he reply but he just send me a number thats all… -____- (my fault)..
A week later i send him a chat again.. but this time he’s so different, he reply my chat with a sticker too 😀 he’s not answering my chat with a short words 😀 of course i was happy that night 😀
He’s even say ‘Good Night’ for me with a Sticker 😀 aihhh >.< ♥♥♥

But… just like that, i was the first who send him a chat… but he never chat me first after that night until now…
I am the one who started it…
So i ask my friend, about he's not chat me first..
My friend tell me.. that's mean we're just in 'Friend zone'…
U know that feel when you know the truth 😥
It so hurt, i don't know what to do anymore… 😦
If i keep send him a chat first, what would he think about me??
I don't want he know that i fall in love with him…

You know?? He always mean to me… when i cut my hair became short, he said that i look like a aunt -_-
When i colouring my nail with black colour he told me that my hands look so dirty, he told me that i must clean them.
When i put on make up in my face when i perform (i'm a hiphop dancer) he told me that i look so stupid -___-
When i ask my friend "is he did that to you too?"
They said "no… he's so kind to me"
What would u think?? Is he has a secret crush with me?? Or it just his behavior??

Ahhhh… i don't know anything about love… 😦

Right now, he is in Jakarta..
Is he move out?? No…
He is a singer, hmmm… not really…
He's been singing with Campus Choir team since long time ago ahaha
Now.. they had their Choir Contest, i wish that they gonna win that Contest 😀 amen… 😀

It's been 3 days since he go to jakarta 😦
yesterday I suddenly felt nervous .. then I open the social networks, I see he changed his profile photo to his face, even with his friends but he never wore a picture of his face as his profile picture … that's so weird… is he know that i miss him?? Because 12 hours after they go to Jakarta, i send him a chat.. we just chat a lil bit… ahaha.. but that's enough for me…
A lil chit chat can make my day easier.. 🙂
But… i must wait until next monday they will be back.. and i can see him again 🙂

I've been fall in love with this guy 🙂 since my first year in college..
He's so different, he was not even on the list of my dream man. But he's already success stole my heart 🙂

Send a lot of Love for him..
Fighting !! I know U can did it 🙂
Jesus always be with u 🙂
Stay Healty okay? Please eat well and take a nap 🙂
So u can gain more strenght to win that Contest 😀

Nuthang

NUTHANG atau juga dibaca “NEW
THANG” aka 누땡.
Sepengetahuan saya, Nuthang adalah nama gank GD dkk, yg beranggotakan sahabat dekat GD. Ada Rapper, Model terkenal, Dancer, Stylist, dan warga biasa. Nuthang bisa dibilang Gank Eksklusif .
Anggota Nuthang adalah :

Kwon Ji Yong a.k.a G Dragon
GDragon adalah ketua dari Bigbang, juga seorang rapper, penulis lagu, dan juga produser. Dia memiliki ratusan hak cipta lagu yang dibuatnya.

Choi Seung Hyun a.k.a TOP
Dia adalah rapper di Bigbang, juga seorang aktor Box Office.

Lee Soo Hyuk
Dia adalah seorang model catwalk, majalah, dan juga seorang aktor. Dia menjadi host acara tv tentang fashion “Fashion Log” bersama Hong Jong Hyun.

Ang Seung Ho a.k.a Yanggeng a.k.a Xin
Dia adalah mantan stylist 2ne1, gosip yang beredar dia berhenti untuk memasuki Wajib Militer, tetapi sampai sekarang dia masih terlihat bersama 2ne1 dan Nuthang.

Danny ‘Sexy’ Lee
Dia adalah mantan stylist 2ne1, sebenarnya dia bersama Yanggeng a.k.a Xin adalah mantan stylist 2ne1. Dia berhenti menjadi stylist 2ne1 untuk melanjutkan studinya.di.dunia fashion di NYC.

Jo Sung Min
Dia adalah seorang Dancer. Dibawah naungan YG entertainment. Jo Sung Min adalah back dancer tetap HiTech. Selalu menjadi back dancer Se7en, Bigbang, dan 2ne1. Dia adalah mantan pacar Kim Ji Hye(Back dancer Taeyang ‘I Need A Girl’) . Dia sudah mengenal GD dari awal GD memulai training Bigbang.

(GD bersama Jo Sung Min)

(bersama Kim Ji Hye)

Song Kyung Il
Dia sekarang sudah debut menjadi member dari idol History.

Hong Jong Hyun
Dia adalah model Catwalk / Majalah, juga seorang aktor dan MC / Host. Awalnya dia hanya bergabung untuk hangout bersama namun akhirnya bergabung dengan Nuthang. Dia muncul di Music Video 2ne1 ‘Falling In Love’ . Bersama Lee Soo Hyuk, mereka menjadi Host Style Log.

Dan juga masih ada Kim Young Kwang (Model / Actor), Lee Sunki, Jang Dong Geun, Lee Won Suk, Park Tae Young, Lee Jong Yoon & Lee Joon Sang. Dinamakan dan dibentuk secara RESMI pada malam Februari
11,2007. Anggota Nuthang telah berteman bahkan sebelum para anggota menjadi populer dalam karir mereka sendiri.
Teman dekat lainnya adalah: Daul Kim (+), CL (2NE1), Mademoiselle Yulia, Kush (StonySkunk), Seo Ki Chul (HiTech).

Chrunchy Sh*t for Cover Bangtan Boys

Kpop Winter Cover Dance di Jogjakarta.

Check this out my crew Cover Dance Video : http://youtu.be/8Zu10TbuKk8

Chrunchy Sh*t crew : 

Dipta As JungKook
Christ As SUGA
Alvin As RapMon
Gugo As JIN
Nana As V
Novi As J-HOPE
Regi As Jimin

 

Just Repost from Utube.. 

Jo Sung Min

http://instagram.com/p/mKcZR2G3Hv/

Jo SungMin :3 my fav back dancer :3

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WIN (Team A) – Go Up [Eng Translate]

We walked endlessly
Following the faraway
and smiling light Wanting to
get out of the darkness
and smile brightly as well
My gun is always pointed to the top
So I can shoot the ones
who are bigger than me I’ll treat
this stage like a landing strip
So I can jump with a flashy flight
I’m not born with it so
my constant effort is my weapon
They say that still waters
run deep and grow more
Going over the black
lines I drew with my
pen in front of my door
when I was young
We fall down, clash, get scarred
and get a hole in our hearts
But we don’t need tears even if we
fall down hundreds of times
We’ll get up, we’ll go up
Throw all your worries
to the sky, blow up
You have us, get up
Take each others’ hands and
put them up, hands up
We will win over it all
Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
(Let’s go up to the sky, we’ll go up)
Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
Yeah, we’ll go up!
I dream but I don’t sleep
I sell my youth for success
Pieces of glass in my shoes
Everytime I walk, I make
stamps with red ink, right
Even if friendship
is ripped in half
Fond attachment will remain
I step on top of them but
support them at the same time
We’ll link all 110 fingers
and go up, go up
We came up without fear
Chasing after the
shining stars above
Because I wanted
to shine like the
stars of the dark night sky
I go up on the narrow staircase
Each step I take, I sway
Though it gets heavy,
there’s no other way for us
Even if we fall down
hundreds of times,
We get up, we’ll go up
Throw all your worries
to the sky, blow up
You have us, get up
Take each others’ hands and
put them up, hands up
We will win over it all
Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
Yeah, we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
Yeah, we’ll go up!
Our life is a drama, this
moment is the highlight
Hoping for a happy ending as
we go on top of the camera
In the end, it’s the same, the
important thing is you and me
Nothing to lose, nothing to gain,
let’s all go up together
Throw all your worries
to the sky, blow up
You have us, get up
Take each others’ hands
and put them up, hands up
We will win over it all
Together, Yeah,
we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
Let’s go up to the sky, we’ll go up!
Together, Yeah,
we’ll go up! Uh uh uh up!
Uh uh uh up! Uh uh uh up!
Yeah, we’ll go up!

Kang Seung Yoon – Wild and Young [Eng Translate]

It finally feels like the world is on my
side
After my wandering and searching soul
met you
It was Friday night and the stars were
shining in the black sky
As if time had stopped, my heart
danced with you
She said yeah let’s do it again
But this might be the last time
Because this moment can’t last forever
I will throw myself away and I won’t
let go of you
Cuz I’m wild and I’m young
I love you to death, it’s you
Becuz I’m wild and I’m young
I love you dangerously
How about you?
You even know my painful scars
We were so exhausted, standing at the
tip of the world
But the sky has opened toward us
And in front of you right now is me
People say that I’m still too young
But I don’t need to hear that, I’m
gonna run to you right now
Even though I run out of breath from
life
At the assurance that you’ll be there
in the end makes me live today
You might get disappointed at times
From seeing my bad sides
My passion that can’t be contained
I will give it all to the beautiful you
U know I’m wild and young for you
Even after a long time passes
I won’t change, I’m young and young
for you yeah
Baby I’m wi-wi-wild and young for you
Even if the strong rain and wind blows
I won’t break, I’m wild and young for
you
Cuz I’m wild and I’m young
I love you to death, it’s you
Becuz I’m wild and I’m young
I love you dangerously
How about you?
You even know my painful scars
We were so exhausted, standing at the
tip of the world
But the sky has opened toward us
And in front of you right now is me.

AKB48 – Iiwake Maybe [Indonesia]

Pada jalan yang biasa.. (Pada
jalan yang biasa)
Aku mengendarai sepedaku.. (Aku
mengendarai sepedaku)
Menghapus keringat dari
menunggu..
Merasakan angin bulan
September..
Pada hari libur kita.. (Pada hari
libur kita)
Jika kamu tak dapat
melakukannya.. (Tak dapat
melakukannya)
Hal mengenaimu..
Memastikan kamu berhati-hati..
Aku pikir..
Kita hanya berteman saja..
Namun sekarang tentangmu..
Aku sangat merindukanmu..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Mungkin aku menyukaimu..
Pada langit tidak ada awan yang
sendiri..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Mungkin aku menyukaimu..
Itu lah cinta yang ku ketahui
selama ini..
Mungkin aku salah..
Jendela di ruang kelas.. (Jendela
di ruang kelas)
Cahaya yang tembus dari tirai..
(Cahaya yang tembus dari tirai)
Pada semester ke-dua, di mana
kamu?
Ada sisi yang dewasa..
Hal seperti apa.. (Hal seperti apa)
Yang kamu lakukan saat libur..
(Lakukan saat libur)
Caraku berbicara..
Menjadi kikuk sama sekali..
Aku begitu cemas..
Tentang rambut yang ku potong..
Aku menhindar darimu..
Dan melihatmu dari jauh..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Karena aku tidak berani..
Mungkin ada hal yang lebih pasti..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Karena aku tidak berani..
Akan selalu seperti ini..
Cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan..
Mungkin aku salah..
Kamu berharga bagiku..
Begitu menyakitkan..
Bagaimana bisa ini menjadi tidak
mungkin..
Kamu berharga bagiku..
Begitu menyakitkan..
Ternyata begitu rumit..
Aku menyukaimu.. Aku
menyukaimu.. Aku menyukaimu..
Segalanya tentangmu..
Aku sangat menyukaimu..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Karena aku tidak berani..
Mungkin ada hal yang lebih pasti..
Mungkin.. Mungkin..
Karena aku tidak berani..
Akan selalu seperti ini..
Cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan..
Mungkin aku salah..

Be My Friend

Don’t walk behind
me, I may not lead.
Don’t walk in front
of me, I may not
follow. Just walk
beside me and be
my friend.

I Don’t Care

@damnitstrue: I really don’t care about a lot of things, but when I do care, I care too much
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